the year.. 2015 .. end of the story or a new story begin..?

Kata orang, mati satu tumbuh seribu.. hilang teman satu, ada teman yang lainnya... but what if.. 'something special' missing, will it be another 'special'..? me.. i'm only living to walk through it.. seeing world with a different way, seeing them grow as i feel not.. seeing happiness as i should have my own.. part of me wanted to have a free world living.. seeing people as much as i want it to be, living like water through the ocean cross the river.. but part of me, already living like water... a lake, a place of waiting, creating a new world inside of it, make a perfect habitat to grow.. how can a lake goes to a free ocean.. if there is none to carry or make a way to it..? i believe.. a lake is a place to settle the old story and creating a new story after it.. , the ocean..? a place for every story to create eventhough sometimes it should end like a lake.. i believe.. our destiny already been set to have a story of each.. story either to settle down or continue for a new one.. n i'm living it..